brokenflicker:

I’m thinking about ending it again and i don’t even care about the consequences, i just want out.

— my mind won’t shut up

sa-dnesss:

“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

—

buildyourcastleinthe-sky:

I can’t stop thinking about killing myself and how much easier things would be if I wasn’t here

miss-grace:

Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?

the-best-of-tess:

I’m sorry…

I’m sorry that I’m so broken. I’m sorry that I’m so fucked up in the head that when I finally let you in, my walls start coming back up. I’m sorry that I’m so emotionally damaged that I don’t know how to stop from being so lonely that all I want is someone, that when I do have someone I begin shutting them out and I become an empty shell once again, feeling nothing. I’m sorry that I let you fall in love with me only to break your heart. I’m sorry I couldn’t stay in love with you. I’m sorry that my past has ruined me to the point I can’t stay happy with someone anymore. I’m sorry that I’m better off alone. I’m sorry that I hurt you by hoping you’d be the one to change me for the better. I’m sorry I’m such a lost cause.